Friday, April 14, 2006

Randomness of the lifeless


Easter here is quite a big thing.

Which reminds me of Easter back home. Every year, church has a superb presentation. I wonder how is this year's presentation. The most exciting thing is that they have sunrise service this year! We haven't had sunrise service for the longest time. I remember the last time during sunrise service, my sister and I would be so sleepy, in order to keep ourselves awake, we would amuse ourselves and make fun of our senior pastor when he is preaching. I know, damn jahanam. But when he preaches his whole body moves, and his gestures; it cracked my sister and I up. That was many years back. And this year, church decided to have sunrise service. Without ME!

/frowns

Anyway, Easter here is absolutely fantastic. I get to eat CHOCOLATE CAKE which I have not get to eat in the LONGEST time and M&M's easter CHOCOLATES!

ROCKS my socks!

My lecturer went out of the class after the lecture was over and when I was about to dash out of the room she came back with a chocolate cake and M&M's easter chocolates. So nice right? :)

We left, and Gerald, Therese and I wanted a group picture of us. So we tried the camwhore way. UNFORTUNATELY, everytime we try, we fail. There goes all the camwhore skills lar. So we decided to use timer. And we did capture some pictures. I will post them up when I get them from Uncle Gerry.







It was fun.

You know how sometimes you expect your day to be one of those crazy days whereby you get to uni, lecturer stresses you with your assignments, and then you go home, you stress yourself out about assignments? And you just dread going to classes or even more so, you dread doing anything. Sometimes you just feel like hiding under your duvet covers and never want to come out to see the world. But once you come out, and face reality, you realise that it's not so bad after all? All you have to do is tackle it, enjoy the simple things in life with others and the day is not that bad after all.

I don't really know how to put it in words, but that's the closest I can describe to you. Ever since I've been here, I felt like there's a guardian angel over me ALL the time. I don't know whether it's my crazy imagination or maybe my over powered faith in God (haha. laugh your hearts out!) but ever since I came here, things fell into place so well. It feels good you know.

/reminiscing.

It's like for example, when dad left, I was crying my eyes out. I swear I was. But so happened Yvonne and her friends were in the city, so she came and brought me out for dinner, and she was there for me, and I felt like.. homesickless. And the next day, my housemate, Leng moved in. I spent so much time with her and her mom was here for a week to cook for us, we felt practically at home! And when I went for orientation, at first it was CRAP being all ALONE. I forgotten how is it like to be alone already. But soon enough, I made friends and not only friends but they're like God-sent; not only being in the same wave-length; well they speak singlish, close enough to manglish. To top it all, the both of them are christians.

So yeah. I think, besides complaining about being a workaholic, I do like being workaholic, don't get me wrong, and having to live in boring Brisbane, things aren't so bad after all right. I just needed to give you my shitty parts of life.

What can I say?

You can never be happy and satisfied in life.

Well, I try. Hard.



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Thursday, April 13, 2006

So evilschmivel!


Just yesterday I was skyping with my kaki from church, Sze May.



"Eh, when's your birthday ah?"

*whinges she forgotten my birthday*

"30th la"

"Hah? I thought 29th? 30th ah?"

"....."



I know she purposely wun.



"Eh you have no australian slang!"

"I don't want an aussie slang lar!"



And then more ramblings about life here and life back home.



"Eh.. our bah ku teh plans never work wun."

"Oh really? How come"

*evil grin*

"Don't know lar..*

"Don't mention about bah ku teh lar. I WANT to eat bah ku teh!"



See, she purposely rub all this into my face wun. Damn teruk. Evil lar you Sze May.



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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

I am blogging because


I think I sort of screwed up my 15% marketing test.

/sadface.

I know. I should have, could have.. and everything else.

/sadderface.

I cannot do anything now other than whine. I passed my marketing oral - but it was something that I did not expect lah. Okay. That's it. Enough slacking for the week. I have my marketing plan to bring me back to my 7. I am so going to work my ass off during easter break. I am serious. Can't you see my serious face?

On a brighter note, I've got a 6 for my other oral presentation. Whoopeedo. Could have got a 7 though. If only... Yeah,yeah. Here we go with the if only's, could have's and should have's... I hate whining about my results.

AND

another reason why is,

Li Peng is TWENTY! Happy Birthday Li Peng! Hope all's well in busy-Sydney.

*hugsloveandkisses.




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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Eighteen again


This is NOT good.

Blog surfing when I am suppose to be studying for my 15% marketing test tomorrow. But one needs a break right? For my case, many breaks. Haha.

So as I was blog surfing aka kepo-ing, I saw some turned eighteen.

And you know I am damn random right, out of no where I wished  I was eighteen. Maybe when I was eighteen, I have not matured much and I remembered when I was eighteen tmf, amanda and rach brought me out for steamboat seafood dinner - rawkso!, but back to the point, eighteen sounds like a good age kan?

;) although twenty-one sounds good. Gawd, I have NOT even turn twenty officially. Someone please knock some sense into me.


Oho! I am shakespeare. I am serious! Okay, we had class on genre and discourse and well, we were suppose to come up using both. So I thought of using, poem as my genre and school activities as my discourse. This is what I came up with;

When I was five,
Kindergarten was a place
Where I learnt phonetics and numbers
I remember them well.

When I was ten,
I played the game of hang-man
It was as easy as I thought
School was all about fun.

When I was fifteen,
Puppy love and gossips
Scribbled into a little book
Never to be seen by teachers.

Now I am twenty,
Assignments and exams
Lectures and tutorials
No guesses where I am.


Haha. It is based on true experience. All my essays handed up to the lecturer are written based on true experience. I guess, being older has the advantage of having more stories to tell your lecturer. ;)

Just me being random, once more. I have to return to my marketing notes.

 Mwahs*


P/s: Happy BUTT-day oops* BIRTHDAY Therese Tan! MANY more birthdays to come for you. Many more days for us to disturb each other. May God bless YOU! *hugslovekisses.



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Monday, April 10, 2006

<3's


Random breakfasts.

Impromptu yum chas.

Surprise parties.

Girltalks.

Chocolate cakes.

Chocolate cheese brownies.

Dinners.

Craptalks.

Nonsensical jokes.

Laughing back at old times.

Pissed-off moments.

Shopping sprees.

Mall-hopping.

Heartfelt gifts.

Warm hugs.

Camwhoring. (how could I forget?!)


*pause*


Chatroom late nights.

Daylight skype.

Holiday plans. (ffk-ed my me)

Sensible advices.

FFK moments. (no guesses who's the queen of ffk!)

Piano duets.

Trio-moment.

Study groups? (trust me, we sort of studied)

Bitching session. (... damn suka!)

Silent treatments.

Cookies distributions.

Cook outs. (did we even have one?)

BBQ's.

New year's celebrations.

After exams celebrations.

A drive away from each other.






the list is never ending.



"When you ask God for a gift, Be thankful if he sends not diamonds, riches, nor pearls, but the love of real true friends."



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