'S'toopid yet.. true?
Yesterday night, during the party, Mun Teng brought up the subject about reasons not to eat lunch.
The 3 'S' reason NOT to eat lunch.
#1 - 'S'tay slim
#2 - 'S'ave money
#3 - 'S'tudy
'S'toopid yet.. true!!
*shOot* results are coming out soon! O_o I'm doomed!
down memory lane
note to self:- I really should start studying for AS trials... I really should you know.. buuut..
hahahha.. it's been so so so so so freakin' boring these days.. >.< and the weather, not to mention is extremely hot down here in Subang Jaya.. people are actually melting and the electrical shops are earning much much more money these days because everyone's been buying nothing but air con. :D
hahaha anyways, thanks to Jo.. she managed to upload some of our lower secondary school pictures.. :) the good old days... *sigh*

Form 1-- hahaha! look we still have that innocent look.
(L-R) - Esther, Melody, Wern Cheen, Jamie

^^" Magic Cards were still an 'IN' thing back then..
JIAN WEI!! -- hahaha the 'ah pak'
The Yau Yeng-ness of Yee Jiun Jeh.. hey! isn't that Joshua=Joh-su-ah! behind there. hahahaha! he looks so ketot!! Sorry JoshiE!:D
One of the most productive project under the Interact Club (look all the newspapers piled up outside the store.. oh! btw, this store is like a place where we put our 'illegal' stuff during spot-checks, and girls used to take turn to change inside there when we have to take our Interact Picture.. and also did I mention, it was our 'hangout/ponteng place?' -- The Newspaper Project.. / Newspaper Store Room
painting the 'Lereng Harapan' -- under the sun! you should see our faces after that.. like lobsters!
Soosh and Esther under the sun .. ladeedah!-- love the colour of this picture! it makes it look like the 'old' pictures..

Abby and Soosh! -- Painting the lereng too!

(L-R) - Jolene, Nigel (hahahah!), Barry (floppy hairr!!), Abby, Melody
lol.. Nigel and Barry looks SO CUTE here!! ^^

(L-R) - Abby, Su-Chien, Esther and Barry
(L-R) - Meldee(1/2 face) , Abby and Jolene
see the crap book behind there? -- hahaha those were the good old days where we pass our crap book around the group of us, and all of us will be either writing 'stuffs' eg. updates, cursing teachers, gossips passed around school etc. all in the crap book!
.... aaahh!! walking down memory lane.. *sigh* those were the good old days.. good old care-free days..
good morning...WORLD!
Things I want to complain this morning (just to kill time):-
1) I am currently stuck in the library... not doing my homework which is due at 1pm later.. *boohoo!*
yea.. I think you guys can actually figure out what homework is that.. -- LITERATURE!!
lemme post the question up here.. it's SO tough.. I'm having a HARD HARD time trying to figure out how to do it..
"This play we must call a Comedy, tho' some of the incidents and discourses are more in a tragic strain; and that of the accusation of Hero is too shocking for either tragedy or comedy." (Charles Gildon, 1709)
How far do you accept this comment some 300 years later? You should refer in detail to the scene in which Hero is accused, and to one other scene.
DEADLINE - 2.8.04
see.. she even posted the deadline there..
2) Computers in the library is so cacated.. the mouse here is so terrible I have to bang it a few times before it moves.. *grrr...
3) I have thinking skills later... *huge sigh*
thinking skills = stinking kills!
4) I'm SLEEEPYY!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE GOING HOME AND SLEEEPP!!!
5) I end at 3 today.. >.< SO LATE!!!!! I wanna go home earlier..
6) Jan, Amanda and Francine are all having HOLIDAY!!!!
*aherm.. lemme try hitting 10 complains.. this morning..*
7) crap! I just remembered that we have econs homework too! ... advantages of Big firms..
8) law.. is.. so un-understandable.. seriously.. I don't even know what on earth is she talking in class now... the only thing I understand is "offer and acceptance"-- that's it..
9) I can't wait for the weekend to come.. or more like.. I can't wait for Friday to come.. Don't you LOVE Fridays..
10) aaaahhh! last one.. Monday stinks! especially when you start class at 9 am and you still have to wake up at 6.45am.. which makes no difference to any other day....
extra: I can't access into Jo's blog! I really really really wanna read her post!! ^^
hahahaha.. I think that's enough for the morning.. I better move myself to thinking skills class before I go on and on.. OWH btw, thinking skills class is at the other end of the buliding.. it's in the SAM block!! gotta walk so FAR again.. *HUGE SIGH!* man.. monday stinks!
*slurrps..*
Yesterday Eunice, She Dee and I went to Pyramid to get Eunice's mom's birthday present!
::Happy Belated Birthday, Auntie..(although you don't know who am I...)::
*gagh* anyways, Evo and Ming Choi (my classmates) were planning to go for the Haagen Dazs ice-cream buffet at pyramid after class.. at 2... but Mrs. Fam.. our thinking skills teacher managed to bring the class up from 12-1pm.. *hurraAh! now I finish classes at 1 every Friday..!!*
Reached there, we saw, only Mei Yee and Evo.. Ming Choi had something to do.. So she couldn't join us.. (anyways, she's not much of an ice-cream fan..) hahaha.. anyways, I can feel.. tonnes of fats trailling behind me now.. *stop rolling your eyes!!* I ate 9 scoops of ice-cream.. --tsk tsk.. non stop! *burp!*-- record breaking for the moment! hahaha.. I even out beat, Mei Yee and Evo.. they managed to help themselves to 8 scoops!
after that I felt like puking already.. hehehes! no more ice-cream for the month! but it was really worth it.. *brings out calculator*
1 normal scoop of ice-cream at Haagen Dazs costs = RM8/-
Promotion= RM25/- (eat all you want..)
I ate 9 scoops - 9 X 8= RM 72
RM72-RM25= RM47 ...
*not bad*.... hahahaha.. very very very worth it! :D I saved RM47... *you all can stop rolling your eyes now*...
times in need..
Q: How's things?
hrm.. how do I start? although this might be a very very very very.. simple question.. and most of the time.. most of us.. I'm very sure at least 90% of the people you ask would actually answer "fine.." or either "normal.." or my usuals.. "still alive, not dead yet.../ surviving.." -- yea you guys get what I mean..
But ever wonder there's more to the statement behind it? anyways.. I thought things are going on well for me.. you know me the usual.. the sun is always shinning over my head.. (most of the time!-- but trust me you wouldn't want to see the dark side of me..)
back to what I was saying.. last Sunday, I was chatting with one of my church friend.. and she told me things about myself.. things I thought I could assure myself that things going on currently aren't that bad after all.. everyone sees me as a very cheerful... calm person.. but yet, one special one did see all this in me.. something that I always thought no one actually would see all this in me.. something that I don't know how to put into words.. suddenly it hit me.. suddenly it become so real to me... suddenly I asked myself.. what's happening to me.. what's going on?! but anyways, here's what she told me..
"u still smile, not that you don't.. but your smile .. can be quite hesitant.. i can tell.. there are troubling thoughts..."
"and also, u seem to be having something heavy on your shoulders.. like a burden
and not only that, it's as though you are questioning yourself about your own abilities of whether certain things are really worth it or not..."
"
u wished for something greater.. it's as though you are longing for something to happen to take you out from this 'rut', you are waiting, but you do not know what you are waiting for.. u just wanna wait... but you do not know what you are waiting for like that.."
"you are looking for avenues to express yourself..."
"
u didn't bother to tell, cuz like u said, u can't word it out
and also, if u want, u wanna cry it out.. and make yourself feel better.. though at times, the tears can't come out"
"also, u r waiting for that 'touch' from God... just that you do not know it
and u are at times, doubting ur own faith... ur own ability...
and u do not know where u stand"
"
to you, church is something u do often...it's almost a duty
it's almost a routine..."
"
u were hoping each time, that there would be a 'miracle'...
you are just waiting for it to happen"
I am so tired... I didn't know what to do at that moment.. --- and everything that was said by her.. it was like.. "bingo!" -- that was how I felt at the very moment.. tired of waiting.. tired of everything..
hahaha.. sounds like someone's going to go into depression.. but I assure you, I am alright.. basically.. I'm just tired.. not only physically but also mentally..
But I know.. God does not want me to be in that kind of situation.. He wants to be more involved in my life.. my daily needs.. and I've been doing my quiet time daily.. *aherm* hahaha I do it every morning.. before classes start.. it really helps me throughout the whole day.. and I know for sure He's in control of my life.. :) I need not worry about anything! :) *cross fingers...*