It's a HAPPY day.. and more happy days to come!
It's Saturday! I am happy. Aren't you? ^-^ SERIOUSLY I've got the whole week off. *wahahaha* and my lecturers are being so mercyful this holiday; Miss Anne left us haging in part 3 of The Knight's Tale: so we don't have much to do; Mrs Ong - my drunk law lecturer, let us off, cept that we're suppose to study economic loss...(like hell anyone will do it) and econs, haihs don't need to mention lar, I know nuts about it - On Friday, teacher asked to do some mcq questions on the paper, Eunice & I end up 'tembaking' every question. Seriously we know nuts, and Ming Choi & Evo were reading. haha. That's what we do during Econs. Sometimes, Eunice will bring her theory to do. And I'll be trying hard to understand what is she saying, but somehow it sounds like greek to me. ^-^
After my last post about - in need for shoes, my lovely friends have posted up messages to tell me the amount of shoes they have. GAGH! >.<" NOW I am desperate for shoes. Please compare the amount of shoes they have and I have:-
Myself:-
basically, I have:
2 pairs of Addidas (basically they are not mine; one's my sister, one's my mom's, but I wear em cos I cannot find the perfect pair of sport shoes)
1 pair of flat which is my slippers
1 pair of kitten heel pointy-toes
1 pair of pointy-toes (that's formal)
I WANT:-
1 pair of nice strappy heels
1 pair of nice canvas sport shoes
1 pair of nice kitten heels
not asking my much right? *innocent puppy eyes*
Melody:-
dahling, girls ALWAYS need shoes :)
i now have, officially,
6 pairs of sports shoes
2 pairs of pumps
4 pairs of heels
1 pair of flat pointy-toes
6 pairs of sandals
and...erm..sure got more, wun. and i still want more! mwahahaha.
Esther's conclusion: YOU. *points at Meldee* YOU DO NOT NEED MORE SHOES!
NOW I am desperate for shoes!
Sush:-
Hmmm......my turn my turn
1 pair of sport shoes
1 pair of pumps
8 pairs of heels
1 pointy toed shoes that have died
2 low heels
2 pairs of walking shoes
No flats. *except for my gorge flip flops*
Conclusion: I need flats. *grin*
Esther's conclusion: YES YOU NEED FLATS! but you don't need heels! full-stop.
Jolene:-
wow i can't even name ..
esther the worst is liking it, and it doesn't have a size.;(
my measely collection:
Deceased:
1 pair of kiddie strap ankled shoes
1 pair of sequinned thongs
1 pair of Roxy flip flops
Alive:
1 pair of Reef flip flops
2 pairs of flats
1 pair of sneakers
1 pair sportshoes
1 pair of boots(never worn, just bought it coz it was rm50, Vincci, smelt like leather, and I wanted to own boots)
1 pair of casual wedge heel sandals
1 pair of clogs(remember m glittery flowery one?)
1 pair of kitten heels(prom shoes)
2 pairs of high heels(should take it out to wear...)
aactually that's quite a number.*ponders*
Esther's conclusion:you suck! YOU do NOT need shoes anymore. but you still can come shopping with me. *grin* ^-^
ANYONE UP FOR SHOES SHOPPING ?
Warning: I might walk into the shoe shop try on everything, look at everything and walk out without buying anything. I am choosy! & the worst part is when there's so many nice ones, I can't make up my mind which one to buy. I admit that I am a very shitty person when it comes to shopping.
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In need for SHOES!
Aaaahh! I need shoes. I need SHOES!! >.<" I know
Ming Choi and
Eunice and maybe
Jolene and
David would be rolling their eyes! I'm sorry for being so fussy and picky and choosy about things; I can't help it! seriously. I can't find anything I really like. When I shop I need to get the best out of the best. I mean who doesn't? You must make your money worth it right?
When I shop, I go for what I am for, for instance,
SHOES! so I head to almost every shoe shop - trying to find the
perfect pair! In the process of trying to find the perfect pair, you try own a zillion kind of shoes, and when you finally find
'the-shoe' which you have this feeling it's the perfect shoe, you get that kinda feeling whereby it's
meant to be for you, and you feel so hyped up and can't wait to wear it. =) that kinda feeling! hahaha. you can all stop shaking your head now. I really need shoes. =/ I really do.
Anyways, today's
Jan's birthday!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear JAN!"
and I shall head off to sleep now. gudnitez you lovely people. may you all have the schweetest dream!
the wonders of ice cream
I am happy! *woot* Did I just say that again?! *grin*
Hrm, I had 3 hours of sleep.. and I'm still quite awake. AMAZING right? Okaye. It must the ice-cream! hahaha. Eunice, Ming, Yen Sue and I went to Baskin at Parade to treat ourselves Baskin. It wasn't exactly a treat ourselves thingy but oh well they had the 31% off thingy mar, and it was freaking worth it, so yeaps BASKIN for all of us!
Was expecting Monday (the worst day of the week) to be like any other Monday = Moanday.. yeaps, the usuals, kena charr from Law teacher - which surprisingly she came in and zoom like rocket about tort, and left. Literature was even more syiok, because we had to do a presentation tomorrow, and so we were given 2 periods free to do our research on the greek gods. :) Econs was as usual, seriously, I know nuts - die lar!
All in all, I'm contented with everything! *grin* Ice-cream does wonders I tell you!!
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Emo-Esther
As was predicted - shitty week!
"plain shitty-shitty-shitty!"
Other than results, other than crying - borrowing a nice shoulder.. and not silently (and I couldn't borrow any.. so yes I am still standing strong on my own.. hopefully), other than heaps of homeworks.. not achieving anything great.. (and since when do I actually achieved something great?) - nothing seems to be going right. Nada.
Well, tell me exactly what went right? okay other than getting such a wonderful parking space today! *whee* and IKEA was fun! (you guys know I lurvee IKEA!) and well, prayer meeting tonight was one of the best I've been to!
I actually see myself as a jovial/happy/hyper person. Or am I not a jovial person? haha! anyways yeaps I see myself as that. And somehow, I portrayed that kinda personality or rather character towards my college mates. I fret and complain alot, but when it comes to showing real my real emotions; when it comes to crying out loud or rather feeling helpless and depressed or maybe sometimes hurt, I try to hide it. And I think I'm doing a great job. It's not that I purposely want to hide or anything like that, but it's just me. I can't express it out. I simply can't. And I don't want people to see the sad side of me. It's like when someone says something really hurtful, I'll just smile or laugh it off.. or rather just turn away. My mom always says that I keep things to myself. And it's true - I really do. But i can't help it. I can't. Maybe it's the bring up. Or probably because I am the oldest and I have no one to turn to - so most of the time, I'd just keep stuff to myself. And burry them deep deep down, and try not to bring it to the surface again.
I feel secure when everything's deep down inside. When I don't show it. Don't know why. It's just me. (my really really close friends would actually notice this!.. or they have not?)
What about crying? and crying aloud? Everytime I want to cry, I'd tell myself not to cry because it's not worth it. And because crying is silly. And I try to be strong, and not let that feeling of wanting to cry take over. Mom always go, 'no point crying.' that kinda thing. I used to cry out, just when I wanted to. But now, I hide them. I've come to realize now, the soft side of me, is fading away. And somehow, I want it to come back. I wanna cry whenever I wanna cry. I just feel that I'd feel much much more better after crying. Sadly I couldn't. Just can't. It's like something's hardened inside me.. and I felt really frustrated. Really really really frustrated with this whole emotional thing. I have NEVER encounter such problem in my life. I, myself find it weird.
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cry
have you ever feel like crying but you can't cry?
I had that feeling the past few days. But right now, I want to cry... ! and no! I can't cry here! NOT in college. NO WAY! I told myself, 2 years back. No more crying over small things. No more crying over spilled milk. But sometimes you can't help it. It's some way to show how you really feel.. It's not that I'm crying over regrets and all... I don't know how to say it... I don't know whether you get what I am trying to convey here!
And right now, I really feel like crying.
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