Friday, April 14, 2006

Randomness of the lifeless


Easter here is quite a big thing.

Which reminds me of Easter back home. Every year, church has a superb presentation. I wonder how is this year's presentation. The most exciting thing is that they have sunrise service this year! We haven't had sunrise service for the longest time. I remember the last time during sunrise service, my sister and I would be so sleepy, in order to keep ourselves awake, we would amuse ourselves and make fun of our senior pastor when he is preaching. I know, damn jahanam. But when he preaches his whole body moves, and his gestures; it cracked my sister and I up. That was many years back. And this year, church decided to have sunrise service. Without ME!

/frowns

Anyway, Easter here is absolutely fantastic. I get to eat CHOCOLATE CAKE which I have not get to eat in the LONGEST time and M&M's easter CHOCOLATES!

ROCKS my socks!

My lecturer went out of the class after the lecture was over and when I was about to dash out of the room she came back with a chocolate cake and M&M's easter chocolates. So nice right? :)

We left, and Gerald, Therese and I wanted a group picture of us. So we tried the camwhore way. UNFORTUNATELY, everytime we try, we fail. There goes all the camwhore skills lar. So we decided to use timer. And we did capture some pictures. I will post them up when I get them from Uncle Gerry.







It was fun.

You know how sometimes you expect your day to be one of those crazy days whereby you get to uni, lecturer stresses you with your assignments, and then you go home, you stress yourself out about assignments? And you just dread going to classes or even more so, you dread doing anything. Sometimes you just feel like hiding under your duvet covers and never want to come out to see the world. But once you come out, and face reality, you realise that it's not so bad after all? All you have to do is tackle it, enjoy the simple things in life with others and the day is not that bad after all.

I don't really know how to put it in words, but that's the closest I can describe to you. Ever since I've been here, I felt like there's a guardian angel over me ALL the time. I don't know whether it's my crazy imagination or maybe my over powered faith in God (haha. laugh your hearts out!) but ever since I came here, things fell into place so well. It feels good you know.

/reminiscing.

It's like for example, when dad left, I was crying my eyes out. I swear I was. But so happened Yvonne and her friends were in the city, so she came and brought me out for dinner, and she was there for me, and I felt like.. homesickless. And the next day, my housemate, Leng moved in. I spent so much time with her and her mom was here for a week to cook for us, we felt practically at home! And when I went for orientation, at first it was CRAP being all ALONE. I forgotten how is it like to be alone already. But soon enough, I made friends and not only friends but they're like God-sent; not only being in the same wave-length; well they speak singlish, close enough to manglish. To top it all, the both of them are christians.

So yeah. I think, besides complaining about being a workaholic, I do like being workaholic, don't get me wrong, and having to live in boring Brisbane, things aren't so bad after all right. I just needed to give you my shitty parts of life.

What can I say?

You can never be happy and satisfied in life.

Well, I try. Hard.



esther
April 14, 2006   07:57 PM PDT
 
it gets pretty boring after a certain hour leh.
Eric
April 14, 2006   05:28 PM PDT
 
NO! BRISBANE IS NOT A BORING PLACE AT ALL!
... how many times do I have to repeat this? :p






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